No no, i am not gonna further my studies! So why is my title for the blog “exam period”?
Well, since the birth of ahmAd uZair…I really feel like as though I’m in my exam period. The lack of sleep that is. It’s like back in those uni days where through out the exam period baru lar nk menggelabah stay up. After one paper finished…baru nak start making notes for the other subjects. Yup, while others started reading their notes I on the other hand baru nak buat notes (with all those colourful pens I have, hihi). And when time running out I would make a promise to myself not to do such last minute reversion (or rather notes making) for the next semester but somehow I NEVER managed to keep to tat promise. Yeah…screw me. Anyway, enough of my uni days. Tat’s not my main topic I wanna talk about for this entry.
The reason why I mentioned about it is because having 3 babies now I definitely haven’t been sleeping enough. Especially since I breastfeed uZair. He wakes up almost every hour and he doesn’t like feeding while I lie down. He prefers for me to sit thus I can’t catch my sleep while feeding.
The MAJOR different between now and my uni days of exam period is that exam period last for one month (the longest) whereas this ‘exam period’ i’m having now would last for AT LEAST a year!!! Another thing is that, uni exam period I would drink coffee after coffee and of cause my Livita honEy but now in confinement cold water is a NO NO…arrrggghhh. So how do I keep myself awake?
After a month of exam period I could sleep like nobody’s business. BUT now? I guess I’ll just have to start to train my body system that all it can have is like 1 hour of uninterupted sleep and a total of about 4 hours a night.
Oh gosh…i really think I need a break. Besar tul hajat kn, baru 2 minggu dh nak a break. Dream on munirAh! It is not even close to possible to have a break. Maybe in 2 years time it COULD be possible. COULD? Well, I really hope so.
p/s: definitely need something for my eyebag