Alhamdulillah i managed to fast since first day of ramadhan . It is indeed a miracle so far, if tak puasa tu asal lambat makan je i will feel like gastric and if i further delay in eating surely ended up headache and vomitting, perut n kepala dah masuk angin. But alhamdulillah, so far fasting ni no problem in having the gastric feeling. well no doubt ade lah rase lapar but it is the common lapar during puasa not those gastric like of hunger.
The first day sahur, i tried not to think about vomiting and such, i confidently ratah lauk (ikan to be specific – yes i still cant take rice) and drank a mug of milo. everything was perfect till i took my supplement. The minute i drank water to take my folic acid, bluerrghhh…i vomited everything out. and that was just couple of mins before subuh. . Basically all i had for sahur was gone, but i knew i had to give it a try.
At 2pm, i felt hungry and decided to take a nap since syauQi was around to help with the kids, i woke up coz kids were screaming n yelling, i was hoping it was already 430pm at least..hahah. but was surprise to see it was not even 230pm yet.
At 4pm we left to hunt for all the food i teringin, hahaha. Alpukat juice form sAri Ratu, jco crown oreo at giant, and kuih tepung pelita n gula melaka frm pasar ramadhan. mmg kena jeling ngan syauqi…kikik
i ended up bukak puasa with my alpukat juice, and 2 tepung pelita (kuih gula melaka tak jumpe) and my tummy felt so tight already after eating 2 kuih and drank the juice.
2nd day, i dare not eat any lauk, had sald with dressing and drank plain water. Alhamdulillah 2nd day was a smooth one despite kuih for berbuka and just salad for sahur.
And so far, i break my fast with kuih mainly and sahur also with kuih with bread or such. but nothing heavy, coz takut kang muntah. and another thing, i must make sure i take my wudhu’ before eating coz if i were to take my ablution after eating, entering the bathroom will trigger me to vomit. so i hafta avoid entering the bathroom after my meal. and also at times kena solat subuh duduk, if i get up and down (diri, ruku’ n sujud) that can cause me to muntah jugak.
Yesterday, went for my gynae check up, i was kinda worried the past week coz i havent been eating and weight tak naik2. Our weighing machine rumah dh kaput, although i didnt weigh myself but i just knew it im not gaining any weight. At the check up, it showed that i’m 41.5kg. no weight gain at all.
Alhamdulillah, everything was okay, it was a beautiful sight hearing to the baby’s heartbeat, masyaAllah and baby is growing accordingly.